Philosophy Of Love & Life

2010-01-12T03:02:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday I went to the library to borrow a book
after I picked book I went to the counter
and told the lady at the counter I wanted to borrow that book
and she asked me"Is it your first time here"
thinking that it has been a year since I ever step into a library
I told her yes, she stared at me for a moment and said
"Let me bring you to the machine where you borrow your books"

2009-10-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

The shadow creeps in
as it strangles my heart
and took all the warmth away,
it vanished,
and I began looking for it,
then I saw this girl
she gave me warmth
and the love I need,
but it's not long
when she becomes a shadow

2009-09-23T01:30:00.000-07:00

You stabbed my heart
with hurtful words
and when it bleeds
all I see is blood
I did nothing
I dried my eyes
and you were saying sorry over and over again
next you were waving me goodbye
with a man by your side

Times

2009-09-11T04:13:00.000-07:00

The times when I've cried
are the times I think about you
and the times when you're not looking
are the times I look at you
but the times when you cry
are the times that I'll fight for you
and this is the time
that will die for you

2009-08-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

I felt special
from the first day
you said you love me
I felt dreadful
from that day you left me
I was hurt
but I hold on to this little hope
hoping you could just look back

2009-08-31T05:24:00.000-07:00

I dream about us
every night
every chance I get to dream
but all those dreams
felt so near yet so far
it's within my reach
but I can't

So I look from afar
maybe too far
till I was blinded by the distance
so hard but still holding on

Inperfections

2009-08-26T05:02:00.000-07:00

Take a look at the night sky
look at those gleaming stars
Take a breath and close your eyes
Forget all your troubles,
lay your burdens
Just believe tomorrow will be better
and live your life to the fullest
so no regrets could be made,
every mistake is a mistake
because there no mistakes
only lessons could to be learned

Holding on

2009-08-26T05:01:00.000-07:00

Pick yourself up whenever you fall
wipe your tears,believe in believing
no matter how hard,you try
no matter how deep you fall
there will be way

Take another step forward
but not another look back

Simpleton

2009-08-25T04:11:00.000-07:00

Is there a place out there
where I can go
a piece of land without a soul,
a simple house without windows

Simple life with simple love
just with the girl whom I love
I would stay forever just to look at her
face all troubles and fall in love

2009-07-15T06:03:00.000-07:00

Turn off the lights
with a flip of a switch
break our trust
with hurtful speech

Fights and kisses
love and hatred
vulgarity and praises
friends and lovers

2009-07-15T05:38:00.000-07:00

Just another day alone
filled with love
and again with hate
nothing happened
like the other day

The people around me
laughter and lovers
I laughed along
but it felt so fake

2009-06-21T05:04:00.000-07:00

Filled with love
drowned in fear
I felt so cold
without you here

I've heard you coming
I've seen your face
there is a feeling
that runs through my veins

I must be happy to breathe again
and that's the moment
you look my way

2009-06-12T03:10:00.000-07:00

I can't promise wealth
or life to be smooth
but I'll give love
and all I could

Just say no
and I'll leave for good
but till then
I'll be with you

the last day of camp

2009-06-09T21:41:00.000-07:00

Super lucky
1.lose in captain's ball
2.rain
3.got splash by a car while crossing the road
4.scolded when I got back home
5. fell down in the kitchen

What else could possibly happen me

Bye

2009-05-26T20:36:00.000-07:00

You made my sun rise
and my moon shine
you cure my boredom
with the look in your eyes

you made me fear
you made me cry
you made the do the things
that I rather die

Love Shake

2009-04-22T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hold your breath
look at me
undo those things
that you did to me

I know it's late
and you're still afraid
I won't go home
till I get this straight

I may not be the one for you
but you're the only one for me

LOVEACHE

2009-03-29T22:21:00.000-07:00

It's takes so long
to hear this song
it's feels like years
and it still goes on
and as you know
I'm not that strong
So please try to sing this song
Cause it'll be soon when I'm gone

'_'

2009-03-09T06:33:00.001-07:00

Bottling my feelings
feels like exploding
I kept on crying
but I cried for nothing

Is it the loneliness
or the constant pain
that caused my unhappiness
or am I insane

So I thought about it
and I realize you're the one I need
but it's all too late
I can't go back on
but I'll still wait

Introduction of Daniel

2009-02-23T04:35:00.000-08:00

Hi I'm daniel
I love apple pie
I love a girl called Juttu Mary
and she loves me
she's the girl I hope to marry
and we may have kids maybe

Useless Poet

2009-02-23T02:02:00.000-08:00

To love and you can't say
cause your love loves someone else
and you can only give your blessings
maybe attend her wedding
in the mean time
you can help her on the way
and pretend to be okay

So you know how I feel
and nothing I can do
to stop anyone with you

A public valentine

2009-02-14T03:24:00.000-08:00

This lovely valentine
is when all lover's reunite
but only I
waiting for reply
and I know you can be shy
but my feelings will not lie

So please stay by my side
to pick up my broken heart
and become something in my life
with desire we would strive

But now I'm alone
waiting for the next valentine
I'll try to survive
but what's left to reminisce
in my heart I'll cry

In life I acted
a heartless idiot
and Joker in disguise
with nothing to rejoice
but something to live on
for my bloody valentine

Still waiting

2009-02-04T03:16:00.000-08:00

I realised something
That I can't be with you
I can wait forever
And my feelings stay true
We can be together
But it depends on you
You can feel what I feel
And all I've been through

Feelings

2009-01-30T07:58:00.000-08:00

Feeling happy
feeling sad
regretting not treasuring
the time we ever had

Feeling gloomy
feeling sick
I'm sorry for what I've did

Having said
what I've felt
wishing for the moment when I've been dead

Feeling dumb
feeling dead
feels like laying my bed

Again (song)

2008-12-19T02:47:00.000-08:00

It was yesterday,
when I was walking down the street
and I have found a way,
but I cannot go to sleep
(Without you)

It was yesterday
when you shouted at me
and I saw your face
and right now I can't breathe
(Without you)

But now I'm thinking again
my heart is hurting in pain
and nothing will be the same
My love my life has been drained
and I know this could be lame
it's you I'll obtain
but now I'm falling again
and I'll be screaming your name
could you turn back again
(for me)

So let me hear
so let me see
of all the things that we could be
I know its near
so wipe your tears
and baby baby stay with me

So now I'm thinking again
my love is bleeding pain
and nothing would be the same
My love my life has been drained
and I know this could be lame
it is you I'll obtain
I know this is my blame
and nothing can change
(Again)

WTH I did

2008-12-18T05:35:00.000-08:00

what this feeling
when I first saw you
is it love
or is it you
feeling sad
and feeling duped
it's like I'm trapped
but felt love instead

I hope you can see me
or the things that I did
with you
I'll be never sick
I'll hold you in my arms
like I ever did

my first post abt me

2008-12-17T09:16:00.000-08:00

whoa its a life long exp with

my primay school friends

many have change,some

changed for the better like

samuel,harry potter.....

but the girls still the same.

I have alot of fun as it was a

sunny day and we went to jurong

point,we also watch the ultra big

screen tv which they called the

'cinema' the show is called Bolt

I have a very eventful evening

i would like to go there again

What a name

2008-12-11T19:02:00.000-08:00

There's no fame in my name

I have nothing but shame

famous being lame

treats life like a game

but nothing's the same

so I'll say it again

Hi, my name's Jermyn

I Do , Do You?

2008-12-10T18:32:00.000-08:00

Do you know

I still love you

through the years

my love was true

although we're from different schools

And maybe you'll forget

but I know

I still do

this may seems crazy

and you may not like me

but I just want you to know

I'll be waiting

for the perfect opportunity

love theory

2008-12-04T04:21:00.000-08:00

love comes about to someone

that you give a damn about

or to someone

that you have an crush

but this are just feelings you can't trust

And maybe they would reject

or they may just accept

but life wouldn't be what you ever had

they may leave you

they may make you sad

but at last

but things are better than what you have said

lovetechs

2008-12-04T04:08:00.000-08:00

I don't feel love

it's not like bluetooth

or infrared

you can't send them

through e-mail

or msn

but love

can be felt anywhere

everywhere

as long you know

deep inside

you got someone

caring and loving

for you

happy go lucky

2008-12-04T03:09:00.000-08:00

I wake up everyday

trying to find

a goal in life

or even

a hope to survive

I walked around

with a sleeping mind

and it feels like stopping time

My restless body

my jealous eyes

made me asked the question why

why they got the happiness

that I cannot find

Loser

2008-11-29T22:54:00.000-08:00

Everyday hurts

like the sting in my heart

the little heartache

that cause nothing but pain

and nothing compares

to what I'll have felt

I lost u

and I lost my sight

I lose my sense of wrong and right

I only feel the numb in my heart

and only the time that we part

The boy who didn't live

2008-11-12T05:25:00.000-08:00

There was once a boy

his love was toyed

he was push to the edge

by some words she said

He felt lost

and was almost dead

he was on his bed

where his heart had bled

The culprit came

and laughed at him

he turned his head

away from her face

and smilies silently

at lest she's happy

Actions speaks better

2008-11-09T05:56:00.000-08:00

The gates of hell opens

as my love descends

to the deepest of the oceans

and I won't hesitate to do anything

just for the sight of you

And just for you

I will die

but I can rise

with all my might

just by the the look in your eyes

Untitled

2008-11-08T01:13:00.000-08:00

I bled so bad

cause I got too sad

you can be Jill

and I'll be Jack

and thats something i don't get

I had too much

too much pain

and misery

and life without you

looks like the end of history

and the beginning of a fantasy

Find my devil

2008-10-30T18:16:00.000-07:00

You told a lie

and you're a devil

you walked away

my heart's on fire

I been to hell

in search of you

but hades said

there's nothing I could do

I walked away

and to hell I'll find you

little pain

2008-10-21T06:22:00.000-07:00

Just one person

she changed my whole life

when one looked at her

and my heart just melt

Without her

there's no point in life

so I thought one day

and took out a knife

I pointed at my chest

and gave it a slash

I sat down

and see my heart bled

my blood is black red

and I can finally be dead

heartbroken

2008-10-17T07:02:00.000-07:00

There is a world of darkness

and I am trapped inside

there is a angel

and she looks so bright

she looked at me

and gave a smile

I saw hope

although I'm shy

But she walked away

leaving me aside

her shadow casted behind

and I saw her true side

a demon with no eyes

The future of me

2008-10-14T01:48:00.000-07:00

I am feeling so angry

I am feeling so sad

I am feeling the sorrow

and those times that we ever had

Until this day

I saw you

and I know this will change

although it is the same

And those eyes of yours

looks bright and shiny

just like a bulb

or a lighted splint

If could just tell me your name

or could start guessing

like an alphabet game

My Last Wish

2008-09-30T01:00:00.000-07:00

It can't be too late

too long to be saved

but my love always stays

no matter what I'll wait

I hated what you did

it hurt me , it feels like shit

as my heart start to bleed

I pushed my pain away

just to hear what you say

I am just too weak

can't move can't speak

laying on the ground wide awake

the smile on my face

soon will fade

the moment you been waiting

the moment when I'll be dead

Goddess Of My Inspiration

2008-09-24T18:52:00.000-07:00

When you held my hand
and hold me up high
i saw it in your eyes
it is like a brimming light

The only thing i know
is the heart that you stole
the only thing i see
is the angel in me

I fell on the ground
i got covered in dirt
i was fallen and hurt
there is nothing i could say
for the girl i love

The people around me
some sad, some happy
but there is only me
in the corner
so lonely
its like my heart
so dark,so heavy

So i tried to work it out
to forget and to get ahead
but they'll come back here
and haunt for me

And somtimes i hug my teddy
but teddy don't hug me
although that what i got
after the day you leave me

My darling

2008-09-18T03:29:00.000-07:00

I know what's in your mind

without you I'll fall and die

I would hide alone and cry

and take a look in your eyes

Quietly I wish

your lips on my cheeks

but my heart will still bleed

all your pictures are in my mind

and I'll say anything but lies

cause this is all worth it

so just hold me close

hug me tight

and try to feel my pain inside

but you can never be mine

I'll be useless and weak

whenever you leave

and my heart will stop to beat

but i can't stop loving

Lonely me

2008-09-09T02:31:00.000-07:00

After watching romeo&juliet

I felt so lonely and so stupid

It made me understand that it is more than smooches and kisses

And love's not about just having you

but to have you happy

like a bird so free

and I'll be the feathers

so there just you and me

I will be your eyes

so you could just see

how weak my heart can be

the loneliness thats in me

Forever There

2008-09-09T02:08:00.000-07:00

Even if i can't be with you

I'll be by your side

and shower you with love and care

so you won't feel cold no matter where

I'll be the one that fight for you

even all of the others are against you

forever there to share

so you won't be forgotten

In my heart I written poems all just for you

all you have to do is to tell me

and I spill my heart for you

The angel

2008-09-03T22:42:00.000-07:00

You fell off from the skies

like an angel in my eyes

it not that i want you to go

but i will fix your wings to let you fly

I will be there no matter where

i will try my best to make you mine

even if it takes my life

I sure that we would die

but at lest i have you right beside

so i'll be willing to do anything

and i'll be waiting to sacrifice

my life for my love

DIE

2008-09-03T05:38:00.000-07:00

How i wish could fly up high

with the people i love

the people i hate

so those love could live in pride

and those i hate would drop and die

Better

2008-09-01T02:25:00.000-07:00

There lay my heart broken

this my soul destroyed

for now i'm back

a person without a soul and heart

Another reason to cry

so just let me look at you

for one last time

Let my heart melt apon your sight

put your lips against mine

and it all will end the pain inside

Invading sadness

2008-08-13T04:14:00.000-07:00

Tears kept dripping

my heart still bleeding

tried to smile but its not working

Bottled my thoughts

and it feels like choking

went to bed and tried to stop thinking

but it always feels like dying

Share my pain

2008-08-10T20:13:00.000-07:00

Hit me with all your might

and thats not a fraction of the pain

Cut me up with a chainsaw

that not as many pieces my heart has broken into

Throw me down from the highest building

and it will not be as smash up as my hopes and dreams

You can do all you want

and it will never be enough

You are the best

2008-08-07T02:38:00.000-07:00

You know me best

makes me different from the rest

Turn me up

when I am down

gave me a push

when i give up

When I am thirsty

you filled my cup

Provided me warm

when I am alone

Waiting for your love

2008-08-06T05:36:00.000-07:00

I will be waiting

I am looking forward to catch your attention

till I am ready

you'll be the one to fall in love

I will take you to the skies

and fly above your nightmares

I will carry you to the end

I will marry you than just to be your friend

and even bury you

even when I am the last to stand

2008-08-06T05:24:00.000-07:00

3 days I been dreaming

7 days till my common test

8 days since I started blogging

2 days to the weekend

Years since I am hurt

eternity will I be recovering

GOD! ARE YOU DOING MATHS

Baby I Love You

2008-08-06T03:32:00.000-07:00

Got many days

but so little time

to share my life with you

And when i am near

i can hear you out

and i can take away the sadness thats in you

Take my hand

so that i can be with you

Grab my soul

so that i will soar with you

Because i wanna do everything with you

Broken Heart

2008-08-04T02:48:00.000-07:00

Losing you is like losing a compass

losing my way in a desert

Falling into particles of sand

but my love still stay strong

i will rise up and find my way

to prove that you're wrong

tear my heart into a million pieces

and it will still join into one

take my heart away

and it will still come back

Never ever will leave me

and say you be back

because it will be too late to be sorry

and too late to be sad

Mr Nothing

2008-08-02T20:25:00.000-07:00

So far so good

not hurt in this few days

thinking about what will happen

when will it happen

I thought it was my wishful thinking

but when you told me

you loved me

i thought it was a dream

I was happy for a few weeks

no , maybe a few days

it was the best part of my life

So i thought i should leave it behind

but nothing can buy me time

those happy times

Got hurt to deep

2008-08-02T01:18:00.000-07:00

Another day

another pain

each day i live it all feels the same

Stress, troubles and pressure

its nothing compared to my lover

Got me to feel the real kind of pain

i fell down but i got up again

and it feels like my heart is melting

So i prayed to be the same

the same as others

who didn't play the game

The game that will destroy all your hopes

all your dreams

and the ones you have been loving

The Truth

2008-08-01T03:50:00.000-07:00

I felt so depressed

it feels like i have killed my mind

to me its just another mistake

another mistake to set me free

But please

don't make me hurt

don't hurt me too deep

In the night i can't seem to sleep

blaming myself for

letting the chance to slip

The memories hurt so much

and it doesn't just float away

it stays

it stays in my mind

so tell me what i should do

tell me what have i done to you

tell me

tell me the truth

My Rescue

2008-07-31T03:24:00.000-07:00

Just take a knife

put it through your chest

thats how i feel when you are away

Sprinkle salt on it

to just feel like my heart has been taken away

Pull it out

and it feels like death is on its way

Put it back in deeper

just to know that I am awake

Damn this sweet life

2008-07-30T00:00:00.000-07:00

It has been years

since i was in love

took my sweet time

but nothing gone right

You left and leave me behind

the pain and misery

you just don't know how it feels like

thinking i am just another guy

Thinking of what have i done

stumble past lots of memories

making me cry

Tried to be myself

but i know

nothing can be all right

My First Time

2008-07-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

After you leave

sadness was pump into my heart

As nothing would mend my broken heart

i could take a step and just forget

but your pictures just formed a net

making me so hard to step

It would have been years

but i still can't forget

making the choice that i will regret

My heart stopped

it feels like choking

just like how it used to be

a life as weak as it can be

Tried to breathe

but i felt a squeeze

another reason for me to live

2008-07-29T04:56:00.000-07:00

welcome Jermyn

Today is the first day I got into this blogging thingly
Mood: like shit
luck : bad
Homework : none
Brains : doesn't seem to work

Idiots for the day : Me,me,me,me,me,me,me,me

Every 16th of each month is sweet day .
It is the day that Jermyn celebrate with sweets

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Got Hitched

2008-07-29T04:31:00.000-07:00

fewerlesser ............ it is too good to be true