My First Time

After you leave

sadness was pump into my heart

As nothing would mend my broken heart

i could take a step and just forget 

but your pictures just formed a net

making me so hard to step

It would have been years 

but i still can't forget 

making the choice that i will regret

My heart stopped 

it feels like choking 

just like how it used to be 

a life as weak as it can be

Tried to breathe

but i felt a squeeze

another reason for me to live